Saturday night....

I tried to sleep, and yes as predicted, my eyes wont easily gave up to shut, so i grab my tablet and sitting here in the balcony and enjoying the hype of Jakarta's air at night, i lit one cogarette and suck the smoke rightaway to my lungs, and let its poison toxified my body in silence..
Uh oh, i forgot that at this hour, Jakarta is far by mean of silent, i still can hear the sound of Dangdut music playing, some people are having some kind of party i assumed, and a also can hear train, cars and planes come back and forth...
My eyes swiping the scene, i love those scene of buildings and lamps at this height, i wish i could captured the biew but i left my DSLR at home and it is impossible to capture the scene just using my phone's camera.
I'll continue to enjoy the night then.... have a peace dear Me....

Wtf

And im drunk, period..... The most pathetic point this year for sure... Uh oh, im crying and drunk and pathetic and writing this shit.... Uh oh i want to puke while crying. Abd give my self another shot and crying again till i fall asleep and hoping that tomorrow will be just fine.... Uh oh im smoking and cryong and drunk and another shot of vodka will make me crying more, but what the fuck eh!!!